I’m not as strong as I intend to be... actually I pretend to be a lot of things. I feel safe that way. But it hurts. It hurts to know people and things can really affect me.

I realized I need something. I used to give my life to be the best in everything I proposed to do. I’ve lost a little bit of the shine of my own life…

I realized I need someone. Not anyone or those who seem that they don’t care at all, and come to me just when they need me. I need someone that has chosen to be there, who has no problems or excuses, someone to be true.

I need peace. I really need inner peace just to calm down my soul, my spirit or whatever it is called. I need to get back all I have left behind and was good. I can’t keep doing this and pretend it’s ok when it’s not.